Yeah I know it's been awhile........

But I haven't had anything worthwhile to say in the longest time so I thought why bother. So the only thing worth mentioning between the last post (almost three years ago. Wow, time flipping jets these days) is probably the convo last Oct 7. I'll do a proper post for that once I get the pictures sorted which is also code word for God knows when, of course = )

Been getting back to the whole SNS business relatively actively the past two months in line with having things to say again I guess. Finding things to do in between scouring for a decent job. High end catering, DJing, writing, part time lecturing, let's see what I can find.

A rush of PMSness hit me like an unsuspecting train in between the rambles on SNS. Managed to brushed it off the first few times but came again last night, early this morning and just now in the afternoon. You won't know high ups if you don't go through low downs but I could use less extremes of the two though. Here, have this pic as a reward for managing to read up till this point Your Fucking Horoscope. Credits to 9 Gag and Foofss

Seriously feel like I've been too nice lately (which I'll be the first to admit is a Big Foot level rarity) and of course that would automatically makes one feel like an emotional punching bag. Here, another reward

I think my problems would be solved with a job. Would try to look for one actively v v soon. Apologies if this entry is too depressing or broody for you. I would usually go into my hermit mode at this point but since too many have complained about that too, let me show you the ways of snappy Fazlia. Here, have these to end things on a sweeter(er) note, toodles = )

Too many things to do + too little time = too little too late. Yippaa

Ngantok gile. To the loo.

Crappers. Dangit,

Overdued works. Undone jobs. Russian Roullete anyone? Well, to the loo.

Moving on. Moving in.

Checked out VWM just now. Pretty cool. Ruined only because he was there. I wish I was adult enough to handle it but he irks me to no end. Well. To the loo.

Recharged. Well, kinda.

Planned to spa treat IE but all went down the drain. Sleep depriviation is not a good look especially in public where I need to do a lot of waiting coz the chances to fall into snoringdom is too high to take hehe. Next week la insya Allah. Insya Allah yes as Dr Wahaha would have put it hehe. I need to find a victim to accompany me troweling around Low Yat too. Devon Lima's cursor has been weng too long a time and I'd like to change the beyond horrid housing, as well as getting some casings too if the budget (can't get rid of Prof. Garoot's accent whenever I say something familiar in PPM and GF hehe) allows it.

Ma said we can take the keys to Villa Wangsamas tomorrow around 1430. Alhamdulillah. Tolong la ada some hot (single mingle ready to fiddle puhlease) guys. I don't care European ke Melayu ke, even (decent) pak harab pon aku layan je now provided they are half decent la. No not gersang, just the time has come kot hehehuhuhaha X 3

BUT, I'll hold up for the time being till the right gent comes along. I used to think I should fool around and how do they say it? Test the market issit? But with countless horrendous relationship woes that I've heard, I think I'll be fine just on my own till then = ) Two prospective such gents sat nearby during my last MT of that hellish week and the ever perasan me of course kept on perasaning since there were a lot of free chairs left somewhere else but they opted to sit nearby moi gak hehe X 3

Noticed that I've been listening to a lot of radio lately now that I've rekindled old loves with ze walkman and discman. Thought it was such an FML moment when I realized I've been having more meaningful relationships with inanimate objects/possessions but I think it's better this way for the time being. Can hardly take care of my own well being, how am I going to take care of another person and God knows, another person's offspring hahaha. Well for now, to the loo.

Relative normalcy. Always open for interpretation = )

So I survived. Somehow Gaynor's anthem simply does not cut it anymore. Middle finger salute to AF for cheapening classics. Went BV-ing impromptuly. Well, texted OTTO but she was stuffed so off I went layan the blues myself = ) Kinda poignant what with her getting E!'d last week and I went to one of the spots of our first official dates together X )

I could almost still taste that first date quiche and her arabic sandwich. Then we shared the buttercake with grape yoghurt and we snapped pics happily without a care in the world. And now she's off with someone else leaving me to realize I've been having more meaningful relationships with inanimate objects than human contacts. Yay me.

Pros - I could take all the time in the world to finish the meal. Cons - I was amused by what the DJ said on my walkman because I thought of something else when he made the remark. Anyways the lasagna was way overhyped. Nowhere near the best I ever had. Should have tried the one at Delicious so that I wouldn't have to go to two places. Btw Marmalade's bolognaise sauce is too tomato-ey and not enough bechamel cream to give it the extra kick. I know they promote healthy eating and shit hence I want Delicious' lasagna next time hehe. Had the pav there but nowhere near Curve Apartment's standard. Was way too dry that it was more like a meringue rather than the supposed to be marshmallowy chewy pav. Dreaming of Zen's awesome creme brulee and tiramisu and strawberry parfait and key lime pie lak malam2 buta ni pfft.

Well, to the loo.

Calming down. A lil tad bit.

Two more to go and I'll make up for it like nobody's biznez. But then there's another one waiting not to mention the endless submissions to be met after the way too short break. Haihs. If only they pay us to be this busy heh. But pretty decent groupmates make up for it all, least I'm hoping so. Well, to the loo.

Dead-er than dead. Yay.

Screwed the two papers yesterday. Yay. Haven't started a thing on PPM at 5 this eve, double yay. To the loo

Selamat. Tapi tak berapa.

Alhamdulillah yesterday went well. Despite me being almost 4 hours late, everything looked gorgeous. Super super sorry I couldn't help you get ready mate. Would love to have joined the girlish time but unfortunately full uia attire needs a heck of a long me alone prep time X 3 June nanti insya Allah same thing won't happen lagi ok. I can only wish to look half as good as you did yesterday for my whatever whenever wherever baybehs ; )

I've hardly covered anything for next week and am still fiddling here. So.... to the loo.

Wonders. Wondering. Wonderment. Wonderful. Blardiful. Blardiell

Naj's getting E'd tomorrow. I think I'm more nervous than that OTTO woman hahaha. Just the whole big deal of being accustomed and responsible to another person. I still view love as this idealistic, pure thing I supposed. Praying eveything goes your way tomorrow babes. Sorry la if I giggle at the most unappropriate times tau. That's the immature in me attempt to coverline from crying huhuhu X 3

Planning to go to HG right afterwards to return a classmate's notebook. I get uncomfortable when I hold another person's possession knowing full well the said person is in need of the said possession. I've been wanting to join POSSA's Family Day since two years back but never got the chance as of yet. I hope I can my final year nnt. Mohabbaten punya pasal la ni, mentioning it in CP class last time. Siap said ever so cutely it's so easy to build bridges. He was asking for volunteers to handle the program and when some peeps did, he said they were instant godfather and chilren. *Dies* May my plan to have double dose of him in my final sem come true aminnnnn. Niat belum start sem pun dah tak betul eh. Oh well. At least cheap motivator being such a cutie ehemehem hemhemhem heh.

Will try to squeeze in The Spy Next Door too. It looks like it's gonna be another crapper but I'll give it the benefit of the doubt. Still craving for good Mediterranean as Al-Amar's super overpriced al-lahm amende nama dish ntah the other day was nowhere near satisfactory. It was just hummus with some meat conveniently put in the middle with some bread to soak it all up. Pfft. I've had much bigger meals with 38 ringgit before, that's for sure.

Next week schmeeks. Gotta recharge body, mind and soul first before maha bala week comes my way. Good thing counseling class got cancelled. Can revise IO, SOPH AND muthafrekkin GF on Thursday. Dr Wahaha said I could take SOPH some other time if I had two MTs on Thursday. Will try hardest best to gesel gesel org tua tu in Tuesday's class then hehe. That's all for now peeps. To the loo.